Smile for me Zeref

I DID THIS GOD DAMN DRAW SEVEN TIMES!!!!!!
SEVEN TIMES!!!!!!
picture of the hell!!! I just wanted to finish it soon...
I did it... and the fucking Sai colapsed....
SEVEN TIMES
After the fith time I already know how to do it by memory... but I almost cry...
Some of the times it came out so much better than this T.T
But here it is!! the draw didn't beat me!!!
So I hope you like it!!! I really REALLY DO T.T